My Never -- Blue October

Will you think of me, in time? It's never my luck, so never mind
I wanna say your name but the pain starts, again  It's never my luck,
so never mind  And I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over flipped me over, like a somersault  that doesn't happen
to me, I've never been here before  I saw forever in my never,
and I stood outside her heaven

Will you wait for me in time? It's never my luck, so never mind
I've lost a lot of what I don't expect to ever return
I tend to push them 'till the pushings turn from hurtin' to burn
I always take them to that place I thought they wanted to go 
but end up dancing 'round this clown commands applause at a show

(**)  I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault
You rolled me over flipped me over, a somersault
And that doesn't happen to me, I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never and I stood outside her heaven
Heaven, heaven, heaven

And I can only dream of you and sleep, but I'll never see sunlight again
I can try to be with you, but somehow I'll end up just losing a friend
And I can only reach for you, relate to you, I'm losing my friend
Where did she go? Where?

(**)  

Stood outside her heaven Let me in your heaven
I Want to live inside your heaven                                                          (sing365) 

This song is about that person in everyone's life that they cared about so much, but knew that they would never be together and all that could be done is dream about it.
                                                                                                                        (songfacts)

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